Stupefy!

Gee.. I so not feel like blogging *guilty*
I so not want to clean my room *which has gone veryyy messy and dusty*
I so not want to scan my PC *which i SHOULD*
I so not want to oil my hair *dry...dry..NO! dry!*
I so not want to upload pictures and songs *or download them*
I so not want to try on my new dress *Why not! :s*
I so not wanna go shopping and get some new shoes *Hafsah will tell you I really should be buying shoes*
I so not want to read books *Vamp-Girl, i read all the books you lent me, though*
I so not want to have my bag mended *it's still broken.. but it's new and expensive* [sigh]
I so not want to take stupid quizzes on Facebook *why do i?! What's the point!*
I so not want to send futures emails to Myself and vamp Girl *again, what's the point?! But t's just fun!*
I so not want to text and read forwards.
I so not want to change my MSN status to Online
I so want these holidays to end.
I so not want to see The Vulture on Monday.
I so not want to be Me *just a human*

Oh My! Am feeling Super-lazy! =o

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ha... *Nah!* ><

*Stupefy!*

Something Good, Something Not

Even when you know that everything around you is and will be going wrong, you just have faith and you hold on.

Cause maybe after this storm, your rainbow will smile.

And one day it would.

I hope mine would, soon. =).

Jokes are good, stupid senseless jokes are even better! A silly little joke among your friends could make you laugh for hours... (Anonymous post, Sana!)

Horse tails, a boy living on a horse tail (if only that boy knows!) And now a vampire =D *don’t wonder, it’s an inside joke*

I want to visit Elvenland, sOoooon. ^^

And the Green Gang. God knows what’s so fascinating about them. Nothing is, actually. Their hair, their walking style, talking style.. Eating habits.. And their attire is… Just so Ha-Ha!

Gee, would it sound weird if I say I feel old? Yes, it does. It’s wrong, so what if I do, right now! Am not (it’s just coz of my bad bad PC!) There’s so much to do, I want to, I have to! Something good, something fun, something not =]

Watching my brother playing some monstrous game, I wondered what if some monster attacks our city, and I will be the one saving everyone from it I'd have super powers.. (You know, I might have! *wink* I do read minds :P). Or am the monster myself! That would be better than being the super hero. Coz I will be the nice monster.. No! say, a dragon, like Saphira =] I will let people ride on me and I could fly! I wish I could fly to my favorite planet Jupiter! Humans should have wings =

Ahem. Yeah, I still day dream of such stuff! =o

Although, I no longer like Power- Puff Girls that much (they strike me evil!) but still I have hanged them on my room. EEE... They are staring at me *-*

It’s kinda late, now. No, am not sleepy, but my eyes are watering. I will read Brisingr. Yay! Nighty Night! Cya!

P.S. I watched HSM 3! At last. Only half of it. Rest I will later =D

What's Going on These Days..

My computer… It’s so very bad! It freezes like every 10 minutes. I wish I could throw it out of the window.
But, forget it. Somewhere in the corner of my heart, I love it very much. Ahem.

Am loving holidays, although am dreading the moment when the result will arrive on the doorstep. I hope I’ll be the one receiving it, not mum or my brothers!

So I wake up late, like 2 in the afternoon and do NOTHING useful! And it is fun. Don’t I love it! Not having to do anything. Not preparing for the tutorials. Or having to decide what to wear next day, or say which pair of shoes will look best with what. And waking up at 6:30 AM! All day yawning and yawning. No time to do anything else beside studying. Well. After those horrendous seven months of medical college, it’s a relief. Which is not everlasting. I still have to spend 4 years. Full of torture. *sigh* But I can do it! ^^ And I do love my uni!

Nowadays, reading Brisingr. Loving it. I’ll scry, read minds, be an elf and do the impossible. All in my dreams!




It’s so hot-hot nowadays. Am afraid I’ll melt. The sun is being unnaturally cruel *scowl*

Whatever. This is just a small update. Will be posting sOoooon. Cya!


P.S. I haven’t seen any movies yet =D ...didn’t feel like watching.

Freedom.. Postponed.

What should I call it? Bad luck? Not really. Today was supposed to be my last paper but as luck would have it.. TADA.. something HAD to happen in our oh-so-peaceful Karachi. Strikes and hungamas and what not! *scowl* Last night when I heard these chutti wale rumours, I closed the books and went to bed with a good fun novel. I couldn't read it because my eyes began to droop as soon as my head touched the fluffly pillow. Heaven. zZzZZZZzzzzz. I did manage to madden some people. But not my fault! I was sleepy, couldnt stay awake. Well, I was about to say that it was a good thing that paper was postponed as i didn't study. It's on tuesday now. And my poor friends! Some of them were flying to their homes today! They'll have to wait another week.

Anyways.

Today I really wanted to watch some movie and what I got? "Lady In The Water" Didn't even see it... But I'll tomorrow. The list "movies i SHOULD watch" is getting bigger and bigger. The thing is am not a movie person. Am a music person. If you ask me about some song,I'll tell you ALL about it (ok, am exaggerating a bit) but you get my point? And a movie.. you get a Blank me!

Movies I'll watch this month (And I'll! I'll! I'llll!)

• High School Musical 3
• A Walk to Remember
• Legally Blonde
• Interview with the Vampire
• The Notebook (eeee!)
• First Daughter
• Confessions of The shopaholic
• Devil wears prada *i just loved the book*

And at last and the Least.. Lady in the WATER! =D

Ahem. That's quite a long list..

Whatever.

My theory papers went just OKAY! Not GOOD. I'll pass, hopefully. Not so sure about the viva, they went BAD. Especially anatomy, the Vulture wanted to do us rattafication, but HOW can You learn the whole book?! Word to Word! So he ran away, failing us all. Cant wait to be a dentist. I'll pull out all his teeth ;(

It's so frustrating.. So so soooooo frustrating. Am sOooo frustrated. Ok, I'll tell you what is! My PC! I wish I could just throw it out of the window and get a new one. Everything sucks! Keyboard, speaker, mouse, monitor and CPU suck! Oh well. Am going to sleep now.. With a good fun novel. Hope i don't fall asleep. *yawn*

Good Night! ^^

Cya

P.S. Why doesn't anyone comment on my blog anymore?? Except a few people.. *sob sob*

I'll Study... I'll Not.. I'll..Not

What's the date today?

7th April... NOOO! Which means I've got only 10 days to prepare for my midterms. Sadly enough, I've done nothing. Nada.

But still, being me, am not really worried *i SHOULD be*.. I still sleep after uni for about 4 hours, still watch TV (even boring news), I still come online, take stupid quizzes on Facebook.. and blogging (hey, that's ok!). And instead of studying at night, i read a novel [nowadays: LOLA COMES HOME. It's a real fun book. Full of stupid and funny bits. And I love the name Lola, it's kinda cute.]

Am smiling widely, crackiong jokes. I take a HUGE book along with me to study in uni, but i hide it away in a locker. [today i had Guyton, the heaviest of them all, in my poor hands. I didn't even bother to open it. Tomorrow, it'll be Netter's atlas. *sigh*] I wish i were a nerd! I should be like this cartoon:
[am a watermelon =s ... Quiz: Which friut are you??'.. oh well]

My soul is blue! (Your soul colour is - Blue! You are loving life and definetly do not want to give it up...you look at the positive side of things and your friends think you are fun. You usually care about others as much as yourself, but at times can be moody)

See how I waste my precious time!!

Anyways.

First paper on 20th... Last on 30th.Then *HOLIDAYS* ..Yay!!! For a WHOLE month.

Oki, so this was a really boring post. Took 6 minutes. Should do Connective Tissue now.. Cya on 1st May! ^^

Balconies, Vultures And Amalgam.

Ok, so no sadness today. Am sick of being =( ...the little time we spent together, was the nicest. Even if it has ended badly, it just not meant to be. And yes, I do wish I'd fall asleep, and when I'd wake up from my deep slumber, I'd have forgotten it all.

Anyways.

Home New home.. is.. umm... Nice? The best thing is, I've a balcony in my room.. I never had one. So am quite happy happy. And what do i see when I stand there? A *loooooooooooooong* tree which is always swaying dangerously, that sometimes I shout out "You'll break your leg.. Only leg". [yes, am stupid] And a road, a noisy polluted road. In the morning, it gets so noisy that I don't really need an alarm! Ok, so there's this balcony across mine.. in which a lady with a HUGE baby lives. I think, there aren't any rooms in her home. I mean, a person can't always be there! Bad of me, it's HER balcony.. she could be there, but it's not really fun, when you go there with a big smile, having a little voice with your friend.. HUGE baby starts howling.. and the lady stares and glares like it's MY fault. Huh?? *shut the door*

Whatever.

Got a histo viva next, the Vulture will take it. He's the WORST teacher ever. Not humane. Really really weird. Freaks you out. Gives you suhdders... And the skull in his hand completes him... *creeeeepyy* It's the first time that I REALLY have been scared of a teacher. If looks could kill, now I know what does it really mean. He knows us all by our roll number. Like.. am 007 (james bond!!.. And you know what topic i got on DM search *ass*ignment? BONDED amalgam!).. so, he'll be like '007, tell me names of cranial nerves'. Blank. 'Bibi aprh ke nai ayi'. He knows how to make you cringe.


Oh well.


Oh, yes. One good news.. we got a 1st position in Dental material's presentation. Amalgam, which sucked a week ago, now rocks my socks. So psyched up that am going to have an amalgam filling. NO MORE Composites! Too bad I've no caries.

Oki, so that's it. Cya!! ^^


P.S. =( *sigh*

Oh, well!

You smile, you hug. You're being sweet. You're hopeful.... But *Duh!*.. all you get is a door slammed shut on your face. Or something quite like it.





Wondering: What went wrong?

No idea.





Waiting.. and waiting.. And waiting. My cell won't ring, the message won't come. I want to put my cell in a trunk, lock it and then throw it in the sea. It's too bad when i see 'one new message', my heart gives a flutter, fingers crossed I unlock it and *duh!* it's merely someone else. How many times I've counted till 100?? 100 times? Or maybe more.


I don't feel like saying sorry... Again.

Anyways. There's alot to write.. which I'll tomorrow.. Hopefully! Should go to bed now.. *yawn*

Cya ^^