Happy n Tagged!

I was tagged by Sarah =) ... months ago.

Anyway, this is fun!

The rules are

1. Name a song that makes you happy - a song you would listen to if you needed a sudden injection of happiness

2. Post an image that makes you smile. It can be anything - a silly photo, an image taken from the internet, anything at all that puts a smile on your face (and isn't too rude!).

Soo..

There are so many songs i love to listen when am happy (not to mention singing, when am alone, in my special mouse-like voice)

So, can i choose 2? *yes you can!* Yay!

Umm.. so they would be

You're the music in me =) from HSM2

and..

David Cook's This Time Of My Life.. It's a great song! Do listen to it (whoever bothers to read my blog)

And about the picture..

Pon and Zi can always make me Smile with all their cuteness and dumbness =)

And.. This Graffiti by Sana =)

also Hafsah's Bikinied-nail picture would make me smile.. Would upload if i had it =P

Other things would just complete my happiness:

Being an Elf

Holidays

A nice book to read

a nice movie to watch

Nice talkie with my friends

Yummy food

Clothes n stuff!

And.. Yay!! Am a happy girl =D


Next I tag Sana, Hafsah and Coral!

You can break rules too =)

<3

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry.
And I know you do the same things too,
So we're really not that different, me and you.

Blah blah.. Not

Heyy heyy

Question of the day: Why do we’ve to study? Why? WHY? WHY??
Why, indeed?

Umm. Yeah, well I know the answer. So when we grow up we get a GREAT job, and could earn lots of money, wear lovely clothes, party a lot and get fat.
Just kidding.
But this is kinda true, but no way am going to end up like that (fat)

Am so fed up with everything. No, I don’t want to die or anything stupid like it (Is wanting to die stupid? Yes? Veryy). Just want something different.
Am bored with the songs I used to love.. Maybe I heard them just too much (about 30 times a day is too much?)
Now whenever I play *angels* …I don’t feel like singing along.
Same with the High school musical songs. Zac’s awesome cute voice doesn’t make my heart sing anymore (oh no! what’s happening to me??)
Love this song though *white houses* by Vanessa Carlton. I so wish I’d a voice like hers.

Anyways.

After getting a haircut, I realized that I’ll always be ME. No matter how much I *try* to look different I’ll talk/behave the same. *Some* people say that am kiddish, too much into *cute-ish* stuff. Not like other *18* years old *grown ups* ..yes, well am not. And to think of it I don’t mind. I like being *me*, bubbly n funny if kiddish. I know am ok because my *friends* say so …so just *stop* telling (or asking) me to be different. Whatever different means.

(am not even sure if *those* people are reading this.. *they* think blogging is a waste of time. Which I tell YOU is NOT!)

Ok, I was kinda mad… =/
Which is weird because I rarely get mad.

Nowadays reading Rachel’s holiday, and loving it. If someone lends me some money I’d go and buy all the Marian Keyes’ books (and oh, reading is NOT boring). God knows where I've spent my pocket money on!

Heyy Sana.. And Saira (if you’re reading), it was REALLY fun last Saturday! ^-^
Floats were yummy ^.^
I still haven’t used the sticker. I can’t decide. Locker or cell? I wish I’d bought two.. =/
And Sana, send me those pictures!!
Wish we go out again, soon!

Oops… Bonded amalgam calling (stupid *ass*ignment)
Cya…!

Emo; Ugly Angels

Happy December!

Happy December To All!! .........Yay!!

Am so glad November is over. It was the worst month of my whole life. Really it was. Everything which shouldn’t have happened happened. And which should have, didn’t happen. I think it wasn’t just me; everyone had a bad November. Look what happened in India…and now what’s happening in Karachi. Daily innocent people are gotten shot. No peace. Just hell. -_-

Oh well. No more talk of this cursed November.

December is not looking too bright either. But let’s have hope, its only 1st today. Eid is on next Tuesday. Don’t think it’d be a Happy-happy cheerful Eid, not with this riots going on in Karachi (heyy, am talking about it again!)

Just Thinking: What do you do when you start missing a person who is right there in front of you? Someone was supposed to be my wiper. Am never gonna be Angel. Sigh.

Whatever.

I feel like running away from all this (all this is a secret, don’t wonder). Too bad I can’t fly. If some angel is reading this, will you please kindly lend me your wings? Or if someone who possesses a magic wand, give me some wings? You know those cherub ones? Like that of angel’s?? ^o^
I feel like screaming too *screeeeeam*

Added this Plurk gadget, it is awesome fun (good for time pass and for ‘farigh’ people like me. \o/ =D)


PS: Got this stupid problem, I can’t see updates on my page. Tried firefox too, no use =/ Help please?? Pretty please??

Angels & Donkeys

How can I, in one day, become Donkey from Angel? How can a hug changes into a kick all of a sudden? Oh I wish I knew. It’s so frustrating, when somebody’s mad at you and you don’t even know it until you realize that someone is giving you a cold shoulder. The rotten tomato (that someone) wouldn’t tell me what my fault is. Am wondering and wondering...replaying our last conversations in my mind again and again. As far as I see, I did nothing wrong. Or maybe am too selfish and shallow to see it. Monkey (as am a donkey then tomato is a monkey) is still sleeping…or maybe ignoring me. Whatever.
It’ll be okay in a day or two. It’s happened before. But am so tired of saying sorry. It’s not even worth it. Because in the end am a donkey (or an earthworm, spider, snail, tapeworm, Fat and other weird things). Whatever I say or do is wrong. And Monkey is just an innocent tomato. Why can’t I be Angel? *sigh*

Talking of monkeys once when I was in 1st grade I gave an Eid card to my teacher. You know what I scribbled inside?

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I saw a monkey
Just like you!

Poor teacher!! (Although she did look like a monkey...a bit) Oops!


PS: I know I’ve got u people confused. I don’t know why I wrote it it. Just feel like doing so. Monkey doesn’t even read my blog (so what if it is full of senseless stupid stuff?) =/

Emo; Brain Cells

Think Happiness

Just a quote i liked: "Three things should never be broken...Toys, Promises and Hearts"

You get up from the bed, draw the curtains..letting the warm sunshine in, you feel the cool breeze on your skin and tell yourself it's a new day. A new start. But later in the day nothing changes, everything is same. You're being trampled on again. At night you stand by your window, watching the moon hiding behind the clouds, you ask God 'Why me?' You never get an answer. You never will until you think. Maybe it's your own fault and you're unaware. Hate and jealousy will only damage your soul. It's a not good feeling when people are expecting something from you and you fail to live up to their expectations. You know you've a potential to do better, but you've failed and now it's over. You're giving up. Once a failure always a failure. Or so you think so. You're stuck in a big hole, all alone...but why give up? Try to find a way out. It's right when they say 'Try and try until you succeed'. You should never give up. No matter how hard you fall, or how far you fall...you have got to bounce back. Nobody in this world will help you. People might comfort you, but only you can help yourself. So, have hope and think happiness! And yes, Everyday is a new day, a new start. =)

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